I Thought I will never need to write on this blog anymore...
BUT i was wrong.......
This is the only place where i can really type out all the things tat i really want to say....
I'm Tired.....All This Years I thought i can survive alone. I thought i can stand strong, I thought i can fight on my own, I thought when i fall again, i can stand up on my own.....I thought...I thought.......But I realised I can't, not till one day I found tat someone who stays by me when i needed someone...i thought my life is changing but till one day I decided to make a sacrifice to turn everything right again before things go worse.....and I know I will lose you....Tat someone who I need is no longer stays by me, all the things tat someone said to me is no longer important anymore.
All this days, I been facing alot of problems but I'm on my own, I can no longer find anyone to stay by me......
No Matter how much u do, No one sees it, No one appreciate it.......ALL this time no one know how u feel....cos u are always smiling in front of ppl.
Now Your Toe is still swollen and pain after so many days, and you are going hospital for X-ray next Thurs and I'm really scared, I scared of the X-ray result, I scared the result will affect me.
Can I pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars so that i can really make a wish right now......but when will my wish come true.......
My Home is always dear to me.....always....
