now feeling so tired....yesterday went to bed ard 2.30am....and i was tossing and turning on the bed....couldnt get to sleep.....haix...the weather was hot and my mind kept thinking alot of stuff......
my mind kept flashing some images of my bro and his gf...and realised tat the reason why other ppl can enter ur heart while we are together is becos of me....tat i din give u enough...din really know wad u wan.....tried to change everytime but the changes i made not really tat much.....secondly the communication btw us not really gd....u din really find me and talk to me when u have problems, u approached ur friends but not me......and for me, although i din really have alot of personal problems but if i have, i will think tat those were small problems......and other problems are abt us.......haix....
sometimes considering abt us back together again.....but thinking abt the same problem jus make me lost confidence in me......you wan me to find someone who is better but why cant u be the one if u love me............the song i uploaded was describing how i felt when someone enter ur heart while we are still tgt.....u were thinking of someone while me on the other side was thinking abt u and i know there's nth i can do.....can u feel the pain i having during tat time..........rmb i said to u tat i dunno how long i can hold on to ur hand.....tat was to let u know tat i felt our relationship ending soon...........
haix....going to sleep ard 12am...
if not every weekdays slept for 3 hrs soon will fall sick arx.....
should i stop worrying abt all those problems and had confidence to start all over again wif u...?...........
