mic ask whether i still love her and i reply i dunno....she said she find tat we broke up is a little too sudden and surprise for them......
tat was our third time breaking up le...after so many things happen, i realli unclear abt my feelings for her....... sometimes i still think of her and worry for her.......but i'm jus unclear abt my own feelings....and sometimes i'm jus scared of the same problem.......
i'm was kind of angry whenever i think of our last msg...u said tat u no longer looking forward going out wif me....haix....sometimes i felt tat i'm someone who is boring to go out....as i'm not active or daring enough.......u said tat u wan me to find a better gf...but i dun understand why cant u be the one if u love me....i jus couldnt understand......
no one wans a breaking and patching relationship and i guess u din wan it too......i always hope tat we could last long whenever we start a new relationship but it turns out to be different and it always abt the same problem......i trusted u but still....haix.....and i always fear abt tat......when then i can have a stable and loving relationship wif you?....... but wif all those problems we cant last long....u may like someone easily but heart is urs, only u can control it if u know wad u realli wan..........
sometimes i feel tat i understand you but somehow i'm not....haix...guess tats all le.....
are we fated to be together....or........not?
