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.Monday, March 31, 2008

10:41 PM


now feeling so tired....yesterday went to bed ard 2.30am....and i was tossing and turning on the bed....couldnt get to sleep.....haix...the weather was hot and my mind kept thinking alot of stuff......
my mind kept flashing some images of my bro and his gf...and realised tat the reason why other ppl can enter ur heart while we are together is becos of me....tat i din give u enough...din really know wad u wan.....tried to change everytime but the changes i made not really tat much.....secondly the communication btw us not really gd....u din really find me and talk to me when u have problems, u approached ur friends but not me......and for me, although i din really have alot of personal problems but if i have, i will think tat those were small problems......and other problems are abt us.......haix....
sometimes considering abt us back together again.....but thinking abt the same problem jus make me lost confidence in me......you wan me to find someone who is better but why cant u be the one if u love me............the song i uploaded was describing how i felt when someone enter ur heart while we are still tgt.....u were thinking of someone while me on the other side was thinking abt u and i know there's nth i can do.....can u feel the pain i having during tat time..........rmb i said to u tat i dunno how long i can hold on to ur hand.....tat was to let u know tat i felt our relationship ending soon...........
haix....going to sleep ard 12am...
if not every weekdays slept for 3 hrs soon will fall sick arx.....
should i stop worrying abt all those problems
and had confidence to start all over again wif u...?...........


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1:09 AM


jus reached hm from changi airport......
hmm..so the whole afternoon was at hm...woke up ard 11 plus then watch tv till afternoon 5plus then start doing housework....vacuum, mop and all by myself...haix..sian la....why most of the time have to me sia....
so ard 9pm went changi airport with my bro and his gf while my sis and mum was waiting for us there......we went to the restaurant beside the sakae sushi......ordered fish and chip (mum), black pepper chicken with rice (me), 2 plate of noodles( bro and sis), sandwich set meal (bro gf).....then drinks are: lychee cooler, two big cup of tea (forgot the tea call wad le) and one cold milk tea....overall cost ard $69......as for the taste, was ok la....not really tat nice except for the noodles....haha...the prawn damn Q....QQ de....lol....
after tat we slowly walked to terminal 3 instead of taking the skytrain....me, mum and my sis, we were like keep laughing all the way while my bro and his gf were walking behind us enjoying their own life cos he going to Brunei at 2am for army training.....ya so, after awhile they went back to terminal 2 while us continue tour ard terminal 3...nth much there la.....soon they building terminal 4 for the youth olympic games.......so ard 11.47pm went to take bus hm......
so tats how i spend my this week's weekend.....haix....now 1 plus le and today is a start of new week le and have to countdown to fri again...haha.....but hope this week will slowly pass cos soon is my presentation!!...haven prepare the slides yet.......haix...
k la...waiting for hair to dry then sleep le.......nites*


.Saturday, March 29, 2008

10:13 PM


yesterday i had a bad dream mins after i fell asleep........this dream isnt abt ghost but it really scared me and make me shouting for help........
so today i din do much......spend the day at hm...ard 4.15pm walked to hong ghee house to meet him for a run at pasir ris park....so we jogged from his house to the end of pasir ris park then jogged back to his house again.......the distance is quite long and was quite windy....so sat under his block and chat for awhile....after tat i took a slow walk back hm.....this few weeks had been eating alot and always ask the aunty to add rice.....ya so...have to jog sometimes...so while waiting for the lift, saw a big stray dog walked past the bus stop and i hardly see a stray dog ard my block de...normally are stray cats.....
i din go with reagan they all for buffet cos my mum cook alot today so i have to stay hm eat if not dad gonna nag again.......and mandy cut her hair short....haven see how short is it but she told me she cut short le......and she said her friend finds her looked kiddy wif the short hair....lol.....
so most of the time was staying hm and was really bored....tml maybe think of going out (dun really wan my weekend to be spend jus like this ) after finish doing housework ba.....if dun do, dad gonna nag.....haix....


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12:17 AM


jus woke up from a nap on the sofa.....
today in company nothing much, went lab do research but most of the time was playing Sudoku in the newspaper if not i will fall asleep....lol.....then lunch time went central square ordered the western food again then bought fruits back to staff lounge....
today din see the guy and his friends came up to the staff lounge to give the gal drinks.....lol......ard 5.45 pm went off le....took 151 from NUS to hougang then transfer...reached hm abt 7.45pm ba......had dinner, watched tv then fell asleep le....
tml the gathering wif kim guan they all for a drink is cancel cos he tio confine so sunday then book out.....haix....tml mus find activities if not this weekend gonna stay hm again....sian.....
k la, after awhile going to sleep le....


.Friday, March 28, 2008

12:48 AM


sleeping late today again...always wanted to sleep ard 11pm or 12am but still i slept ard 2am....even i feeling so tired at 2am but i still have to toss and turn for roughly 15mins then i can fall asleep...dunno why....then waking up at 6am with tat sleepy eye.....lol.....
today in company happened an interesting stuff....after lunch we went to staff lounge to slack...after awhile...another group came in too....then there was this guy who wants to chase this girl from NP and he bought a bandung soya milk drink for her....normally guys will ask for number first then slowly chat with her then bought things for her but this guy is different.....maybe tats wad girls like......and they like nvr chat wif each other before....same for yesterday....then after awhile there's another guy from NUS give another girl from NP a cup of drink and is still bandung.....and he gives a excuse tat the drink was extra.....lol.....after they leave, the two girl reaction was funny...they smell the drink then took a small sip of it, trying to find out the taste....they like so scare to drink it.....lol.....ok so after tat we went back to work again....
heard tat nyp lecturer are finding student to go china( either suzhou or beijing) for FYP(ard june)....for 1mth and need to pay $1000(exclude expenses).....felt like going....at night have free time for students to do their own stuff like touring ard china.......hmmm...mus confirm everything first before i decide whether to go not.....
so today took bus 151 hm instead of taking 156....so board the bus till tampines rd then transfer to bus 53 hm.....
receive msg from mic tat tml dun have to meet le....felt a little down...maybe becos i........nvm la....give each other more time ba.......
finally is friday le...two more weeks will be my presentation day.....aiyah chiong for it la....awhile more gonna sleep le....mum was saying tat i everyday sleep for ard 3hrs plus nia and ask me to becareful of my health.......


.Wednesday, March 26, 2008

11:45 PM


this few days have been very tiring.....
today lunch went to the canteen at the yusof ishak house to eat.....tried the western food and i ordered a plate of chicken cutlet with rice....WOW!! the chicken cutlet taste damn delicious... finish one plate felt like having another plate....tml guess i'm gonna try other stalls de....think maybe the muslim stall cos saw the queue quite long de.....haha.....
so went to the staff lounge after lunch and slack there to talk....but normally i dun talk much with them.....so ard 1.20pm i fell asleep till 1.45pm....i cant even feel my phone's vibration when my friend called me to wake me up...so when they leaving they wake me up.....guess this few days i have been sleeping at the staff lounge....almost everyday i will sleep on the train, bus, staff lounge...when going hm i also sleep.....tired.....so my butt was damn pain after a long ride on bus 156.....but the bus break down one stop before i alight.....sian....all the way from clementi till sengkang, there's problem with the air-con and was damn hot....so the driver shut off the engine and couldnt restart it.... -_- .....heng i din miss my 109.....
yesterday before i slept, received a msg from mic lum...she was saying tat she wanted to meet me and wendy out on friday to talk....she wans me and wendy to talk things out...haix...i dunno wad to do....dunno how to start a conversation....see friday how la......
soon going to sleep le...tml still have to wake up early.....tiring.....


.Monday, March 24, 2008

12:08 AM


hmm..today woke up ard 1pm....quite late de.....ok, so the whole day stayed at hm...morning help mum sew some buttons...demonstrate by mum 2times then i manage to sew some buttons on....lol....ya, i admit tat i not gd at sewing....haha....suppose to go jogging wif kim guan but he having sunday flu...so din go le...
so was watching tv and eating the whole day and finding songs.....ard 7.30pm watched the S-POP....heard alot of nice songs.....then watched live soccer match......
tml going work again....have to wake up early.....need to countdown to friday again.....lol.....soon gonna get pay le.....yeah!!....


.Saturday, March 22, 2008

10:00 PM


hmm...ok..so i was slacking for the whole day....eat and watch tv nia......later mum buying mac hm and i gonna eat even though i jus finished my dinner....haha....
damn, now my room and kitchen is filled wif onion smell....some more the smell is so strong....dunno the smell came from where sia...think is from the 2nd floor........cant get rid the smell.....
ok so was searching for paintball in singapore.....felt like playing paintball....lol....can play at the OCC( orchid country club) but the price quite high de......but feel like trying it once....guess maybe..i mean maybe...try it after get my pay.....haha.....
there's also a Pool march promotion at OCC....wednesday ladies night get 30% discount from 7pm till 3am.......think maybe gonna ask mandy reagan they all whether wanna play not....haha....
damn cant stand the onion smell....gonna go watch tv le....


.Friday, March 21, 2008

5:39 PM


mic ask whether i still love her and i reply i dunno....she said she find tat we broke up is a little too sudden and surprise for them......
tat was our third time breaking up le...after so many things happen, i realli unclear abt my feelings for her....... sometimes i still think of her and worry for her.......but i'm jus unclear abt my own feelings....and sometimes i'm jus scared of the same problem.......
i'm was kind of angry whenever i think of our last msg...u said tat u no longer looking forward going out wif me....haix....sometimes i felt tat i'm someone who is boring to go out....as i'm not active or daring enough.......u said tat u wan me to find a better gf...but i dun understand why cant u be the one if u love me....i jus couldnt understand......
no one wans a breaking and patching relationship and i guess u din wan it too......i always hope tat we could last long whenever we start a new relationship but it turns out to be different and it always abt the same problem......i trusted u but still....haix.....and i always fear abt tat......when then i can have a stable and loving relationship wif you?....... but wif all those problems we cant last long....u may like someone easily but heart is urs, only u can control it if u know wad u realli wan..........
sometimes i feel tat i understand you but somehow i'm not....haix...guess tats all le.....
are we fated to be together....or........not?


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5:00 PM


today wake up at 11.30pm then have breakfast....watch tv till 12.30pm then msg hg that i going for a swim......so we meet up at 2pm....thought will rain cos my house there's dark clouds but who knows, when i reached downtown the sun was was damn bright...and can feel the heat....shiok....i din swim much cos was kinda tired so tanned for awhile.....in end we swam ard 20 laps ba....
if u are thirsty after swimming or wadever can go to the Mr Bean stall and try either the super soya milk drinks or the watermelon soya milk drink....currently i only tried this two and both were nice....especially is the watermelon soya...felt cooling when drinking it...... =)..... hg friend came to fetch him then go for dinner and i went to take bus...while waiting for bus saw a missed call from mic lum...so msg her back and she called me....she ask me a qns which i dunno how to ans at that moment cos i jus finished swimming and was tired.......haix....


.Thursday, March 20, 2008

11:11 PM


morning it rains when reaching clementi.....din bring umbrella so no choice lor have to walk in the rain......
lunch time ordered the spicy lemon grass chicken set then bought a bowl of beancurd and brought back to staff lounge to eat.....after lunch went back to the lab then help those supervisors to clean up the lab....their lab was like dunno how many years nvr clean up le la...so messy......after tat we were asked to play wif a soldering gun which they bought then nvr try using it....so we played wif it and was better than those normal soldering gun in the lab......lol.......
ard 5.15pm, we decided to go lvl 2 to find our supervisor to sign the time sheet and look at our weekly report.....so we went off without taking our DSI lanyard which is used to open the glass door to enter all the staff rooms in every lvl.....so when we taking the lift down then we notice tat we din bring it along....heng tat one of our supervisor is going down to lvl 2 wif us so he can help us open the glass door......after signing the time sheet we need to go back to lvl 4 lab....but we dun have the card...so we waited outside the staff room hoping tat someone might walk past the door and see us, but no one walk past..... -_-.....so we hoping tat someone might take a lift to lvl 4 and help us open the door but still no one......lol......so i knocked the glass door once and no one came so i knocked second time, finally someone came to open the door for us and is so paiseh when we walked to the lab...we was laughing all along....haha....
so took bus back to pasir ris then i went ws to buy some things at the supermarket....after tat took bus hm and there's no one at hm...so had my dinner then watch tv...ard 10pm my bro came hm from army then he changed and went out le.....so no one at hm again....then now using com lor.....tml afternoon maybe going swimming wif hg..........
tired........


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1:30 AM


19/3
jus woke up from a nap on the sofa.....slept till i forgot to watch the MTV Scarred.....gonna watch tml 1am.....
today morning stand again from pasir ris to clementi......sianx....tried going to the back of the train also full......haix.....so hard to get a seat.....went lab then slack for awhile and waited till other supervisors came in then started work.....LUNCH - today try the western stall again....ordered the "hot plate"....quite delicious but not full.....lol....then bought milk coffee back to staff lounge.....
left company ard 5.45pm...this time we walked one stop before our stop, if not the bus gonna be full when it reached our stop.......today din see the aunty then reach hm had dinner, watch tv and sleep.....
finally get a public holiday le.....tml maybe going watch movie or go jogging ard my house area ba.....after so many days of sleeping late, finally my eyes start to get tired le....pandan eyes slowly showing out le......haix.....k la gonna sleep le.......zzzzZZZZZ


.Wednesday, March 19, 2008

2:18 AM


so late..still haven sleep......heard from mandy tat anqi upload the photos in her journal so went to view it.....my results is out and i pass all..... =)
ok morning was a tiring ride for me.......stood for the whole trip from pasir ris to clementi.....and my eyes kept closing for the whole ride la.......wanna sleep but found no seats....board bus to NUS also stand......haix........so went for the NUS and NTU presentation, they present like very confidence lor......after tat ard 10 plus Mr soh said wan to play a game...like he pick a word from the slides then ask ppl to act out and let the audience guess.....so we sneak out of the room....din wan to play the game.....lol....so went to slack at level 3 then went for lunch.....try the gourmet omelette and taste quite delicious de....but not full...so bought a cup of pearly soya milk and went to staff lounge slack.......they chat alot and was damn funny abt the things they said....lol.....after tat went back lab to continue designing....
so ard 5.50pm left company.....board 156 and its interior design is like in a bar....but was damn cold.......alight at buangkok and waited for 109.....saw the aunty again who leave near my block de......this time she walked towards me and chat wif me......so is quite a different day i had today.....so chat wif the aunty....she asked me whether am i singaporean anot and she thought i worked in the mental hospital....lol..i speak or look like foreigner meh?....haha........so in the end found out tat she working at a food stall in the mental hospital and she stayed at block 415 jus beside loyang primary sch........
so reach hm, same thing, warm up the food then had my dinner after tat watch tv.....then fall asleep on the sofa....lol......
k la...gonna sleep le.......nites.....


.Tuesday, March 18, 2008

1:16 AM


today supposed to be our one year anniversary but...........
when we together, i was hoping tat we could came this far or maybe longer or forever but in the end we ended after 9mths.....although we had ended for 3 mths le but some of the memories are still in my mind....there's happy there's saddness.......
maybe slowly as years passed, all this might dissolve in my mind,
可是你的样子和你的名字是忘不了的。。。。。。


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12:21 AM


morning was fine till when going hm kinda feel moody.......morning report to work as normal...then have lunch and went staff lounge to slack....after tat went to find supervisor to ask qns and then went back lab to continue my design....ard 5 plus start to feel hungry again...and we also received a mail tat our presentation will start in 3 weeks time.....we also dunno wad to present and is a 10mins presentation lor.......haix....then 5.45pm went down to wait for bus...two bus 96 went pass and were full so we cant board then no choice, waited till 6.15pm then board 95 to bourno vista mrt station then took train hm......stood till city hall then manage to get a seat.....after tat got one business woman who looks quite old le....and some more she listening to some pop music by "enrique iglesias"...lol......
went to take bus 359 also pack with ppl.....i have to press the bell 2 times for the bus uncle to open the door again for me to alight.....haix.......so reach hm warm the food then have my dinner after tat watched tv..........then ard 10pm decided to go for a jog........jog till 10.35pm then went hm.........
tml morning gonna spend my time listening to those NUS ppl present their projects...........and this week only work for 4 days cos friday is gd friday.....yeah!!!....


.Monday, March 17, 2008

12:39 AM


today had a long day outside......morning slack at hm till 2.30pm then start to get change and went for suhaimi wedding.....din plan to go cos we dunno wad to buy but he invited our class so we went....meet anqi at the mrt station at 3pm....then vincent they all, kim guan, meng kiat, hg and the lollipop gang also arrived....board bus to block 741 and there's alot ppl....stay there eat and took photos till 5 plus then we left...went ws de xin wang to makan wif anqi, vincent, kim guan they all.....me meng kiat and vincent ordered a Red bean snow ice and we shared cos is realli big....lol......and we stayed there to chat till 9pm then we moved to the tables outside the mac to continue chatting......quite a long while din see anqi they all and had quite alot of things to chat.......
chat till 10.50pm then they decided to go central there makan....so alan and eugene left and we took bus there......me and meng kiat din order anything to eat and ard 11.30pm i and him went off le.....pei mk walked to my house opposite to wait for bus and on the way we chat alot......is quite sad to hear some of his problems but now he's living quite fine le.......haix....
after tat i went hm had my dinner.......had rice wif veg then had some ching teng and had some durians......haha.......so late le still eating so much......lol............ok tml is a start of a new week le....is gonna be another tiring week again........haiz.....need to count down to friday again....lol.....


.Sunday, March 16, 2008

2:41 AM


jus fell onto my bed to continue my sleep and was waken up to switch off the com...so use the com to blog for awhile lor....
today din went swimming, morning followed my mum and sis went ikea buy a shelf cos we got a ikea voucher which is due today so decided to use it......after buying, we took taxi to my mum shop to help her fix up the shelf.....on the way there, had a traffic jam...saw a truck and 3 cars.....one of the car being hit from the back.....this few days like alot of accidents sia......
so reached my mum shop trying to fix up the shelf as there's no guide book......in the end managed to fix it up......helped her to arrange for awhile then we closed shop and go for lunch....and i drank 1.5 can of chrysanthemen tea( paiseh maybe the spelling not quite right).......felt so cooling drinking it.....lol
went back to mum shop for awhile then went hm wif sis le....board 28 then change to 39 and i slept in both buses.....damn sleepy wif tat weather....lol..........ard 6plus my sis went out to find her friends and then i'm alone le......so did some laundry then had my dinner while watching tv.......watch "click" on HBO......this movie had repeated alot of time le and i always miss out some parts....but this time i watched the whole movie......felt touched at the back.......so was lying on the sofa till my father came hm.....then my sis followed by mum then bro.........
waited till 11.30 then watched the GUESS show....wanted to watch the second part which is abt the 5 couples.......the celebrities was being asked like when was their first kiss and funny tat one of them said was during kindergarden....lol.....and mine was at a chalet and i took the first step......miss tat moment.............saw the things they done for each other and kind of like one of the stuff they did...one of the girl did a fake marriage book wif their signatures sign on.....the book wrote abt their promises and so on....to me is kinda like telling her bf tat she wanted to settle down and be his one and only one......hmmm.......nice.......
after tat i fall asleep on the sofa till 2.15am then walked back to my bed........so mostly tats wad i did today(15/3) le........gonna go back sleep le....nites*....


.Saturday, March 15, 2008

12:53 AM


jus woke up from a nap on the sofa....feeling a little unwell........
today morning in company was quite boring then lunch went to order the "grilled chicken chop with fillet set"....$3.60...and i asked for more rice......but i still prefer just the grilled chicken cos the fillet taste a little too salty......so was damn full...went to buy a cup of milk coffee and brought it to the staff lounge.....after tat continue my design for the rest of the time in company.....after tat took bus hm....
board the bus quite early today, wanted to go for a jog at 10pm but was really tired after watching the 9pm show...
tml if the weather is gd and i feeling better, maybe i will go swimming ba......


.Friday, March 14, 2008

9:12 AM


jus reached company and i almost late......yesterday had a cold ride hm again and was so hungry on the bus.....reached hm and no one is at hm....had my dinner and watched the mini house deco on tv......
yesterday night i was wrong but i was really angry at that time....haix.....


.Thursday, March 13, 2008

1:41 AM


later is another day when i count down the time......
morning having a slight flu causing me to leave house late.......so morning in company was trying to think of the design and was really bored staring at the com trying to find some useful info.....was damn hungry after a whole morning of sneezing.....some more the time was passing so slow....cant wait to go for lunch....so ard 12pm went to mac order the mac spicy......the sky was getting darker and there's not much shelter in NUS so we take away......managed to get back to company and went the staff lounge to eat...slack there till 1.45pm then went back to tat boring lab again....was thinking and thinking till ard 3 plus, feeling sleepy....behind me was another supervisor and i cant take a short nap.....so every 5 mins my eyes will close and body starts to sway again...lol....till the supervisor left then i felt much relaxed........
ard 5.50pm left company and took bus hm....heng 156 not tat cold today if not gonna have another cold ride again......board 109 and saw the aunty who was with me yesterday at the bus stop waiting for 109 for 45mins.....she always has a packet of rice wif her and she stays ard my block there.........
reach hm was damn hungry and made myself cup noodles while waiting for the rice to be warmed up...after tat had a plate of rice.............haix...every morning went work then night time 8 plus reach hm after tat watch tv, sleep......next day have to do this again........haix......no life.....think soon gonna have pandan eyes and my degree gonna get higher after so many days staring at the com at work.......


.Tuesday, March 11, 2008

10:31 PM


today wasn't a smooth day....morning was ok.......lunch ordered the chicken rice and the taste of the rice not really nice......then afternoon was given a project to do....was asked to do a design of a mechanism for a machine.....was quite blur at first but later on ask another supervisor for help so hope i can do ba.......
so was doing alot of research and was so sleepy.....took a really short nap on the desk and waking up feeling a little unwell.......then ard 5.50pm left the company.....went to board 156 from clementi inter and was same like yesterday, feeling damn cold on the bus.... ard 7.50pm reach the buangkok there waiting for bus 109 but i waited for 45mins!!......becos of tat accident at pasir ris....my sis was in a bus at the traffic jam so she msg me...said tat the police block the whole lane from the accident area to the loyang point, so bus 109 was being block too.....so no bus going back to serangoon inter means tat there will be no bus going to changi village.....so i have to wait for 45mins then bus 109 came.....some more the bus stop seats are wet and i have to stand and i'm hungry......sian......in the end i reached hm at 9pm.....had a 2hr 30mins trip........haix.....
hope tml will have a warm trip back hm......


.Monday, March 10, 2008

8:40 PM


jus came hm from a 1hr 45mins COLD ride.......was raining so heavily......haix....but the whole morning was quite a smooth trip to DSI.....
morning ard 6.45am left house. normally ard this hour the bus stop will be pack wif ppl but today is different...only 4 or 5 ppl waiting for bus....haha..... keng kwee cycle passed me, think he nvr saw me ba.....think he also sian abt his attachment ba...have to travel till bukit there.....wondering wad the polys are thinking man...sending us from one part of singapore to another part of singapore for attachment.....sian....but is kinda boring to work nearby also...lol......so normally this hour the bus will be pack but it didnt....and the traffic before the mrt track was smooth today...normally have to wait for two traffic lights to pass then i can alight....mrt left at 7.00am and is weird tat i reach clementi at 7.45am....haha.....normally is reaching 8am de....so reached DSI at 8.10am...supposed to report earliest is 8.30am latest is 9am....so was early and feeling hungry, went to old chang kee to buy food.....
normally i wont eat early in the morning as my stomach will cramp but this time i was hungry........so a embarrassing thing happened....i said in chinese tat i wan the yam cake....then the auntie say ok...after tat i jus took a glance at her, she seems to look like a malay but nvm...so i order another food, again in chinese....this time i kind of feeling weird using chinese....so while she packing my food, i took a gd look at her face.....ok, she's really malay.....omg..was damn paiseh....so i changed my language to english " so how much is it"......lol......after tat i said thank you and i left, dun dare to turn back....think i wont go to the old chang kee again......haha.....paiseh la.....wait till the aunty forgets me then i go again.....haha.....
ok so today was quite a boring day in DSI. was sitting in front of the com doing some rough 3D drawings......lunch time went to order the grilled chicken set again....this time their rice are soft.....i dun eat 软饭 .....haha........so bought milk tea to the staff lounge to drink...after tat went back drawing again....ard 4plus start to feel bored and search website for other canteens in NUS.....lol.......mus try all the nice food in NUS within this 3mths.....hmmm......
so ard 5.50pm left the company le.......today did nth in company, wondering how am i going to write in my weekly report......haix.....
k la...gonna go watch tv and have my dinner........


.Sunday, March 9, 2008

1:16 AM


today afternoon was a busy day......
helped mum from 12pm onwards till 1.50pm then meet hg at hougang mall.....went to hougang mall walk walk while waiting for him to reach....after tat brought him to the place where i cut my hair....is at ave 5 in a house.....so after cutting hair we went back hm....almost reaching hm, received a call from mandy asking whether wan to meet them at suntec the IT fair there....in the end i din go...was tired and i still need to meet kim guan ard 4plus to pass him stuff....so reach hm faster ate some mee fen and get bathe and went ws to meet him....hg also meeting him to fill up some forms....after tat pei hg go popular buy his basic theory book.....after tat went hm le...
reach hm eat again...was so hungry....eat mee fen, fried rice, kuet and a cup of kopi......finally i had fill up my stomach....lol.....then watch tv....my eyes almost closed but i din sleep.....then ard 7.30pm mopped the floor after my sis vacuum it......was watching the pool trick shot competition while mopping....haha....was amazed by those tricks and i took a note of a trick....haha....
after tat had my dinner......was a sleepy day but din sleep.........by the way 8/3/08 is it a international women day?.......i think so ba.....how come there's isnt any international men's day
think going to sleep after playing some big 2.5...lol....quite some time nvr play le.....


.Saturday, March 8, 2008

2:26 AM


jus return hm from tm.....went to watch midnight movie wif kim guan and hg......we watched the "step up 2 ". although they show tat is release on 13 march but now is already in cinema le....was quite a nice movie specially their dance steps......cool!.......the story doesnt link wif "step up 1" so is ok if u havent watched it......
so while we waiting for night rider, quite a few available taxi drove pass and we didnt wan to take.....after tat we decided to take taxi then no taxi come......so when we decided to walk, bus and taxi came.....lol.....so in the end we board bus hm......
today whole day learning to use the 3D software again....roughly know how to use some functions le....lunch time went techno edge again.....this time order food from muslim stall......their food was ok la...up to standard la.......so bought milk tea again and went to the staff lounge to relax and enjoy my tea......haha......then ard 1.45pm went to lab again and continue to do my drawing......5 plus gave my supervisor to sign my timesheet for the week and also see my weekly report before i send to nyp....after tat went hm le...took 156 then transferred to 109.......
tml afternoon going cut hair then evening go jogging alone......sunday maybe stay hm do housework then see wad other things i can do la.........


.Friday, March 7, 2008

12:19 AM


ok this post is for 6/3/08........
this few days have been sleeping in the train and also bus.....and my attachment was like going another school to study unlike my friend, going company to work and no presentation to do....mine still got presentation and projects...haix.....
reached there do the same thing again, staring at the com trying to figure out.....then fall asleep....haha....and my friend was saying tat why i so gd de..still can sleep....lol.....so ask him for sweets to keep me awake...after tat was asked to remove a hard disk from one cpu and exchange wif another hard disk......finally got some interesting stuff for me to do le.....lol.....went for lunch at techno center again and ordered the fried chicken set and i ask for more rice...wahaha......after tat bought a cup of hot milk tea and brought it to the staff lounge at lvl 7 to drink and relaxxxx.......
ard 1.40pm went back to lab again....this time didnt sleep le...cos have to finish my design using the software and research. Tml my supervisor will be back and need to show him....also dunno my design is gd or not...haha......and need to email my weekly report tml to nyp.......packed up ard 5.55pm then went off le....this time i took bus hm....waited till 6.30pm then board 156 to buangkok there which took me ard 1hr30mins then transferred to 109 back hm.....reach hm ard 8.30pm......
on bus 109, the tv mobile was showing the "just for laugh gags".....some parts were damn funny....but dun dare laugh out loud...so on the other side of the bus got this aunty was laughing all the way.....she was like enjoying herself...... haha.......so tat's it for the day le and finally tml is fri le....


.Thursday, March 6, 2008

11:52 PM


5/3/08
hmm.....ok it was a boring day...supervisor wont be ard for today and tml.....sat in front of the com with two thick books and was trying to learn how to use the software by myself....haix....on the other side was my friend busy doing his stuff cos his supervisor was ard and was giving him plenty of stuff to do...haha.....ok back to me.....so everyday i was really tired and still have to stare at the com and end up i fell asleep...zzzZZZ.....and my friend was beside laughing at me....lol.....cos every 5 or 10mins i will fall asleep for 2 sec!!....2 sec u know.....jus felt like place my head on the table and sleep for 30mins or so la....haix....so my head was like swaying....haha...some more the time was passing slowly......
went for lunch at techno center and i tried the indonesian stall....ordered the grilled chicken set....when i tasted the curry, i was like "wow"....nice de lor....some more the chicken also delicious de lor...lol...only $2.80....but the rice isnt enough so bought a egg tart and was so soft.....not nice......haha....went back and do the same thing again and fell asleep AGAIN....lol....cant tahan anymore and decided to pretend tat i going toilet...but actually i went to the staircase to slack and eat my biscuits....haha.......went back to the lab and after awhile i fell asleep again...lol.....so msg mandy cos no one else to msg le....finally can go hm le....took train and alight at raffles to meet mandy cos she also going hm so she ask whether wan meet not.....ard 8pm i reach hm le lor....tats all for the day.....


.Tuesday, March 4, 2008

9:13 PM


Today almost late for work. The train stopped for 5mins or so before reaching the dover station so reached company at 8.45am.
Today having quite a interesting but tired day. I was brought to the clean room. Never been to clean rom before. looking at the word 'clean' means tat the room is totally clean...so we have to wear a clothes tat totally covered our whole body then we also need to wear the cap to cover our hair...then we enter into this small room where the air will be blown at our body then we can enter the clean room....so those are the steps we need to do before going in. So i was taught how to operate the machine.....went for lunch at the techno center....is a stupid thing to follow the NUS sign board...so not user friendly..lol....it brought us a long way to the techno center and i really mean 'long'......was so tired la....after tat we found tat there's a short cut which is follow the road and u will reach le....wanted to try the indonesia prandan stall but the queue was damn long...their food look so delicious lor...some more is cheap....yum yum....
after lunch went into the clean room again and was ask to assemble the things back to the machine....and also given a small project...i need to find out where i can buy the gears and also think of a new design for the mechanism and draw it wif 3D software....so i need to learn another new 3d software again...some more is so complicated lor...he jus borrow a few books from library and ask me to refer it and try to learn using the software....so i tried figure it out using tat book.....i prefer my WSS de software instead of this lor.......tml and thurs i will be doing the same thing....and he wil not be ard...
left the company ard 5.55pm then took train hm and i was standing all the way from clementi to pasir ris.......almost fell asleep while standing....lol.......


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12:33 AM


haix...ok....today wake up ard 5.45am and left house wif my sis at 6.45am.....took bus to inter then took train...reach the company at 8.20am....and i was early...so register my name and take my DSI card.......waited till 8.45am then go into the lecture room and they give us three forms to fill up and listen to their introduction.......almost fell asleep....so we have a individual presentation to do and also a weekly report and final report to hand up to NYP.......haix.....so they brought us to our supervisor and he isnt there...so went for lunch wif few new friends from electrical engineering......went to the Yusof Ishak house de canteen to makan....in nyp we dun have to return the plates but in NUS is different....we have to place the plates at the tray return point and i almost left the plate on the table.....haha......so there's old chang kee, 7 eleven, subway, burger king and mac.....so after our 1hr break, i went back to slack cos i still cant find my supervisor.....means tat from 1.30pm till 5pm....i am slacking and bored till i have to find stuff to read....wanted to sleep but other supervisors keep walking abt.......so ard 5pm then another supervisor take over and tell me tat my supervisor is on half day leave......great, now then tell me.....-.-....so they take over me for today then brought me to the lab and taught me to solder those mini IC chips.....so hard to solder lor but i solder quite "nice" la......haha.....so solder till 6pm then went hm le....
took bus to inter then waited for 15mins then 156 came....fell asleep after 5mins on the bus....and i wake up after 45mins, look out of the window and dun recognise the place at all.....so after 1hr trip then i notice "junction 8" shopping centre....WTH!...i still in bishan after 1 hr.....omg....and my butt is hurting.....so ard 8.15pm then i alight at the buangkok green bus stop....waiting for 109.....reach hm ard 8.45pm....damn long la.....but i going to take the bus again tml......
later gonna do my weekly report then research on some stuff after tat go sleep le.......
haix.....


.Sunday, March 2, 2008

10:43 PM


supposed to meet kim guan at 10am to fill up the 10km run form but i overslept....lol.....some more raining so heavily, in the end meet him ard 12plus...was raining heavily and was damn cold while walking to central....went to photocopy some stuff after filling up the form.....reach hm continue my lunch then watch tv after tat fall asleep.....so was slacking around at hm the whole day.....
watched kung fu dunk at hm on youtube but was blur when using full screen.....was a nice movie and funny tat the jacky Wu and Ah Ken are in the movie.......lol......my sis dun know tat he is jacky Wu...haha.....is at the starting of the show, there's a man sleeping on the grass patch....tat is him le.....haha......after tat walked to pasir ris inter to buy concession then walked back again.....
this is my trip from tml onwards till 23/5 : will leave house ard 6.30am...took bus to inter then take train all the way to clementi.....then took another bus at the clementi inter to NUS.....then after 6pm will take bus back to clementi inter and took bus 156 to sengkang then transfer to 109 back hm..........such a long trip......haix......
dunno wad will i be doing tml so kind of scare...and will be working from 8.30am to 6pm.....so long.... -.- .....


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3:10 AM


today was a long day.....reach hm, watch tv then fall asleep....till 1am....so was sitting on the sofa waiting for my turn to use the toilet and dunno why i was missing her at tat time.....haix.....
hmm....morning was raininig so we decided to meet up first then decide....so met up wif them at tm then ard 12pm we took train to harbour front....went to the candy empire and i found this chocolate tat my father used to bring hm from his work...din know tat it will appear in that shop cos last time it didnt taste so nice when i ate....lol....after tat went to see the exhibition from SP...then went POSB and finally ard 2pm we bought the tickets to sentosa......
walked all the way to the cafe del mah....and we order drinks and fries....was funny looking at some names of the drinks...is like how am i going to order...." i wan sex on the beach"...lol........hmm...and i order the singapore sling which is recommended by mandy.....was nice but i prefer alcohol drinks tat cant taste the bitterness, like reagan's drink....nice......after tat we move to the "small island" there to swim....and i realise tat i might swam passed the jellyfish when i walked past the life guard and saw him pointing to the jellyfish......so we swam and i having leg cramps and me, reagan and mandy was chatting along in the sea and i love chatting wif groups when we have subjects to chat abt...... while wy was using her phone on the shore...haix........
some more tat mandy keep saying i'm EMO!!....lol....actually not emo la...is either i dunno wad to say or thinking abt some stuffs lor........so ard 6plus we went to change....and the whole day we didnt get suntan.....sian......but mandy still apply the suntan lotion jus to test it...lol sia.....after tat we decided to go bedok there makan....ordered sotong, stingray, chicken wing and many more....and all were spicy so we were sniffing....but shiok and was really full.......after tat we went to take bus 17 and went hm le....so tat's roughly for the day......
so the only time i talked to her was when she alights at the wrong station and have to ask her back to the train.......and by the way yihan cant u buy tat ur own........omg......
k la....got to slp le....
tml meeting kim guan and also need to photocopy some stuffs for the attachment....


.Saturday, March 1, 2008

12:26 AM


morning supposed to have breakfast at mac wif mum but in end she did her things till 11am so i slept on the sofa till 12pm.....after tat have lunch and watch tv.......ard 3plus, i was sitting on the sofa eating those peanuts and 瓜子 wif green tea.......this few days was kind of used to being alone at hm le....kind of like it....haha....can do anything i wan....lol......after tat decided to use com...ard 4plus went down to central to help my father buy his motorbike coupon......queue was long......haix.......reach hm ard 5.30pm then played CNC wif my friend and he going to genting tonight wif his family....so mus wait till mon then can play le...after tat watch tv again......boring haix.........
tml meeting 11am......gonna sleep early tonight.....