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.Tuesday, August 24, 2010

2:57 PM


I got no idea why this time it seems so hard for me to get over everything and start brand new again....
Maybe everything is happening so fast tat i dunno how to cope with. One moment I have it all and another moment i lose it all and many things keep happening. I jus lost the support, the care that i really need. I cant do it on my own.
I keep trying, I tried so hard but it seem that i cant get away from misery. This weekend I keep going out meeting up wif friends, so that i can forget everything for awhile. This is also a gd time for me to start learning diff things, find back my interest again.
Learnt prawning with Tkk, alan and hg. Going to diff places for supper, Even went to Geylang wif tkk to know more abt the place to see diff things in Singapore. Chat abt cars, careers..etc...
I Even took my bro bicycle which he left it there untouched for a few months. Gonna fulfill my dreams of cycling all over Sin. Riding on bicycle let me feel the fun i had when i was a kid. Although alot of my injuries were due to riding bicycle but the fun jus cant stop me from riding.
Went for checkup on my toe, the medical officer saw my Xray and said there's a small crack and recommend me to the Specialist. I think there wont be much problem as i dun feel much pain....
KEEP going, Keep learning,
Learn and Experience As Much As U Can!


.Sunday, August 8, 2010

4:01 AM


I'm TOTALLY deeply crash down....someone pls pls help me
cos i'm so helpless...
Whenever someone is feeling down, i will be there for *. But when i'm down, there's no one there for me. This few days life is really hard for me. U dunno how long i took to forget u, but u jus drag me back again within days and now i back to the days when i tried to forget u once again....I tried to forget all the things tat u told me but i couldnt, I felt cheated...all the things u said is jus a lie...look like i'm jus being used. When ppl need me, they come and look for me, but when they dun need me anymore, they will throw me one side....WHY! WHY!
Am i really deserve tat kind of treatment!!
How i wish world cup nvr ends, how i wish i din sacrifice, how i wish tat night nvr ends.....
The only moment i cherish alot is when u sat beside the bed holding my hand....
Knowing tat i once had you that kills me!
Someone pls lend me ur hand, pull me up and make me stand strong once again....pls....cos i really need.


.Friday, August 6, 2010

3:49 PM


I Thought I will never need to write on this blog anymore...
BUT i was wrong.......
This is the only place where i can really type out all the things tat i really want to say....
I'm Tired.....All This Years I thought i can survive alone. I thought i can stand strong, I thought i can fight on my own, I thought when i fall again, i can stand up on my own.....I thought...I thought.......But I realised I can't, not till one day I found tat someone who stays by me when i needed someone...i thought my life is changing but till one day I decided to make a sacrifice to turn everything right again before things go worse.....and I know I will lose you....Tat someone who I need is no longer stays by me, all the things tat someone said to me is no longer important anymore.
All this days, I been facing alot of problems but I'm on my own, I can no longer find anyone to stay by me......
No Matter how much u do, No one sees it, No one appreciate it.......ALL this time no one know how u feel....cos u are always smiling in front of ppl.
Now Your Toe is still swollen and pain after so many days, and you are going hospital for X-ray next Thurs and I'm really scared, I scared of the X-ray result, I scared the result will affect me.
Can I pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars so that i can really make a wish right now......but when will my wish come true.......
My Home is always dear to me.....always....


.Friday, May 7, 2010

11:51 PM


This week everything is so much better than last week....Last week i was seriously ill...having fever continuously for 6 days....imagine having fever for so many days....each day keep taking in fever tablets but the fever nvr go down....6 hrs after i took the medication, the fever back again....

There was a moment when i seriously cant take it anymore till i thought of taking a blood test but my mum dun allow me...she brought me to see 中医.....tat was when i started to get better.....but my antibiotics no matter wad still have to finish it which makes me so weak and no appetite at all...

Now trying to regain my energy...tend to eat more....

3 more weeks and my trainee life will end....which means more responsibility.....all those memories, all those stupid things we did and fun we had are during trainee life...anyway let's march on to our graduation day.... =D


.Thursday, February 18, 2010

5:41 PM


So Fast! My 1week break ending soon....Tml going back training...sian..
Now there's 2 New Movies in Cinema. "HURT LOCKER & DEAR JOHN".
I watched HURT LOCKER(actually is a few months back movie), so for those who wondering wad is EOD? and Wad EOD does?....This is a movie to watch and u will sure know wad EOD is all abt...COOL movie!...=))
Next movie i'm going to watch wil be DEAR JOHN, probably next week ba...Haha...But later going for "Percy Jackson and the Lightning thief" movie wif friends....=)
Alright..cya..


.Saturday, February 6, 2010

1:53 AM


Finally this week i managed to watch the last episode of 海派甜心 . The whole storyline is damn good...watch it if u have not...=)

Jus another 1 more week will be CNY!..and it falls on the same date as valentine day which is a day which i dun get to celebrate again...and i think this yr cny will be visiting lesser relatives house....haix....anyway i only get 1 week holiday.....

Jus enjoy the holidays!


.Sunday, January 10, 2010

4:16 PM


Year 2010..
NEW YEAR NEW BEGINNING!!!
New Songs added! =)

This year will be different. No Schooling, no working but in army....lol..
This year got to manage my savings...
somemore most of my friends are turning 21 this yr which means need money to buy presents...lol
Anyway, yesterday was my sis birthday. Evening went out to buy birthday cake for her and at night we had a simple celebration. =)...And i guess she received quite a few presents...Haha
Alright, nothing much and i going to end my First post in 2010 here...
Signing out.